The New York Times Neediest Cases
2008~2009

The Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service has participated in the New York Times Neediest Cases Campaign since publisher Adolf S. Ochs initiated the program in 1912. The Times chronicles the lives of our clients along with those of six other not-for-profit organizations during the winter holiday season. Proceeds from the campaign are used for direct client aid and for programming. Take a glimpse into the heart of the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service.
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Carlos
Feliciano with
his children,
from left:
Lennix, 3,
Lydiana,
2, and
Atabeishka, 6.
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For a Man Left Alone With 3 Small Children, Help Setting Up a Home

Carlos Feliciano By ANGELICA MEDAGLIA

The second-floor apartment Carlos Feliciano found on a short, hilly street in Highland Park, Brooklyn, not far from the shelter where he and his family had been living, was supposed to be the start of their new life. It was, but not the way he expected.

Days after the move his wife, then 22, broke off their strained relationship in letters that she left on the kitchen table, he said. In one, she asked him to take care of their children: Atabeishka, Lennix and Lydiana, all under 6 then.

It was Dec. 19, 2007, more than a year after the family had moved to New York from Puerto Rico “seeking a better life,” he said. They had lived with relatives at first. Mr. Feliciano worked for nine months at a Fresh Direct food packaging plant in Queens, and the family moved to a basement apartment, but he injured his back and was unemployed for several months, he said. When the landlord asked them to leave, his wife suggested they move to the shelter.

Once he had moved into the Highland Park apartment and was bringing in a slim income, Mr. Feliciano had more immediate problems than wondering what had happened to his marriage. He needed a better job; the children needed a routine of food and care.

During the months that his marriage was in peril, Mr. Feliciano had learned to cook by phoning his mother for advice. Now his mother, Blanca Matias, left her home in the Bronx to stay with her son and grandchildren for long stretches.

The two-bedroom apartment began to fill up. The statue of Baby Jesus with its pink tunic and outstretched arms was fastened to the outside door; white curtains and a painting of a Caribbean scene were hung in the empty living room. An orderliness that even the play of three children could not undo became soothingly familiar.

Support came from the people and the services that helped Mr. Feliciano gain financial footing. Through WeCARE, an employment program run by the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service, one of seven agencies supported by The New York Times Neediest Cases Fund, Mr. Feliciano used only a small portion of his income on rent, and committed to save 20 percent for two years—an amount that WeCARE would match for future housing expenses.

WeCARE helped him find work at Kennedy Airport as a driver and cleaner for $8 an hour. Though his home is not far from the airport, it was a tough commute: “I would get up at 3 a.m. to catch the J train and switch for the Q10 bus on 121st Street to be at the airport by 6 a.m.,” he said.

In August, Mr. Feliciano started a $9-an-hour job as a delivery driver for Howard Medical, a manufacturer delivering products throughout the city. And his food stamps have been increased to $549 a month.

This year, too, Mr. Feliciano brought order to his living room. The Neediest Cases Fund gave him $347 to buy a futon and two chests of drawers for his daughter Atabeishka, 6, and his son, Lennix, 3. Mr. Feliciano bought a third bureau with his own money for his 2-year-old, Lydiana.

Mr. Feliciano’s wife has reappeared. She visits the children once a week, he said.

In March, a family court judge gave him temporary custody of the children. Mr. Feliciano hopes he will win full custody this month because then he would be eligible for subsidized housing under Section 8, he said.

Mr. Feliciano, now 27, is optimistic about the future: “I want to study English, and I want to have a career.”

He is patient with his children, and this, too, is a conscious choice. “My father abused my mother; he hit her every day,” he said. “But I will never hit a woman. And I am not going to do to my children what my father did to me. I want them to have all the things that I could have had, but didn’t.”

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Joann Ritter
with two of her
children, Alvin
Deas Jr., 11,
and Al-Laysha
Deas, 9, in
their apartment
in Bushwick,
Brooklyn.
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Nearly Evicted in Error, and Left With Nothing

Joann RitterBy ALAN FEUER

Look around Joann Ritter’s apartment in the Bushwick section of Brooklyn and you will see an entire room of hand-me-downs. Her sister gave her the bed and the portable closet; her nephew gave her the television set; the microwave oven came from a neighbor who was about to throw it out; the kitchen chairs, she found on the street.

“Everybody tried to help us,” Ms. Ritter, 52, said the other day. “We had nothing — or less than nothing. We were sleeping on the floor.”

That’s because in March there was a mix-up with the city’s Housing Stability Plus program, which pays her $925 monthly rent. Her landlord did not receive the check that month and took all of her belongings from the home, crated them and put them on the street, Ms. Ritter said.

Ms. Ritter, who is unemployed, said that she came home to find the apartment emptied of its furniture. All of her clothes were gone, as were her three children’s clothes and all of their personal effects. The only things remaining were the air-conditioner and the washing machine, she said.

For help, Ms. Ritter turned to the WeCARE program at the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service, one of the seven agencies supported by The New York Times Neediest Cases Fund. The Brooklyn Bureau gave the Ritters $399, which they spent on a daybed for Ms. Ritter’s son, Alvin Deas Jr., 11, and $250 for clothing for Alvin and his sisters, Al-Laysha Deas, 9,

and Alicia Ritter, 24.

“We were wiped out at that point,” Ms. Ritter recalled, adding that the rent mix-up was quickly resolved but that the belongings were lost for good. “We didn’t know what we were going to do.”

It had been a painful year. A month before, in February, Ms. Ritter’s mother, Francis Ritter, had died of heart failure. And Ms. Ritter, who has chronic arthritis, was still recovering from hip-replacement surgery and had lost her job at the New York City Department of Parks and Recreation, she said.

In 2005, after losing her apartment in the Van Dyke Houses near Mother Gaston Boulevard in Brooklyn, she had to go with her children to a homeless shelter for a while.

But she eventually managed, with the city’s help, to rent the small apartment where they now live, in two sections separated by a dingy public hallway. Ms. Ritter lives in the first section with Al-Laysha, a student at Public School 145 and an avid reader of the Judy Moody books, and Alvin, a math whiz and a fan of professional wrestling who attends Intermediate School 349. Alicia, who has a job, lives down the hall in the other section, in a little nook behind a curtain near the kitchen.

Everything now in the apartment, Ms. Ritter said, came from somewhere else. Al-Laysha’s favorite books, including “The Cat Ate My Gymsuit” and “Amber Brown Is Not a Crayon,” came from a teacher at her school. Alvin’s cellphone was given to him by a relative. Only the apartment’s decorations — the pennant hanging from the ceiling in honor of Al-Laysha’s ninth birthday and the Hannah Montana stickers on the wall — were purchased by the family. Ms. Ritter picked them up at a 99-cent store.

Still, the Ritters manage, sometimes by ignoring or imagining away their surroundings. For Al-Laysha, reading is the best way to escape.

“Books are funny, and some are really interesting,” she said. “When I’m reading, I think I’m in the story with the characters.”

And, of course, the members of the family have each other.

“They didn’t take our lives,” Ms. Ritter said, “and they didn’t take our spirits. As long as we’re together, it doesn’t matter that we don’t have much.”

One day, she hopes for a house of her own and, with that, the permanence it will bring.

“That’s my dream,” Ms. Ritter said, “a place where nobody, under no circumstances, can ever, never, ever put us out.”

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Overcoming a
history of mental
illness, Lessey
Santiago works
as a security
guard and is
progressing
toward a college
degree.
Photo: Josh Haner/
The New York Times
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Seeking a Normal Life, a Man Retains His Faith in Positive Thinking

Lessey Santiago
By ABBY AGUIRRE

Fifteen minutes into an evening social studies class at Boricua College in Brooklyn, students were still trailing in, among them a young woman in a bus driver’s uniform, two single mothers and a 41-year-old security guard named Lessey Santiago.

The lesson was on Maslow’s hierarchy of needs, a theory posited in 1943 by the psychologist Abraham Maslow. Drawn on the blackboard was a pyramid-shaped diagram ranking categories of human essentials, from bottom to top: “Physiological,” “Safety,” “Love/Belonging,” “Esteem” and “Self-Actualization.”

“Think about what level you’re at,” the professor was saying. “And then start thinking about how to work your way up.”

Mr. Santiago, settled into a front-row desk and studied the diagram intently. It seemed to him something was missing.

He raised his hand. “What about positive thoughts?” he asked.

Indeed, an absence of positive thoughts was a subject Mr. Santiago knew something about: at 23, he was told he suffered from depression and schizophrenia. Since then, he has endured a series of hospitalizations, including a 12-year stay at a home for the mentally ill in his native Puerto Rico.

When he was released from that institution in 2006, Mr. Santiago knew what he wanted to do: go to school. But he had not been in a classroom since taking some college classes in Puerto Rico in some 15 years, and he was unsure if he could manage the responsibility.

He worried that the years in the home might have harmed his memory; of his time there, he remembers so little: watching telenovelas, separating other patients who got into fist fights, the food — boiled beef and hot dogs — and how staff members would put on rubber gloves before touching him.

“The days just passed by,” Mr. Santiago said.

He feared that his medication, a strong antipsychotic drug called Haldol, which he still takes once a day, might have impeded his intellect.

“It freezes your brain so you don’t think about anything.”

He decided to return to New York, where he had gone to high school and where his mother, Irma Aponte, still lived, to seek help integrating back into what he called “normal life.”

The Puerto Rican Family Institute referred Mr. Santiago to Project Moving On, a day treatment program at the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service, one of seven organizations supported by The New York Times Neediest Cases Fund. The program worked with Mr. Santiago to manage his symptoms and to get specific about his goals.

A year later, Mr. Santiago enrolled at one of Boricua College’s two Brooklyn campuses, where he is relishing the pressure of schoolwork.

“It’s a good stress, not a bad stress,” he says. “If you don’t do your homework, you feel bad. If you do your homework, you feel better.”

The Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service drew from the Neediest Cases Fund to buy Mr. Santiago $200 worth of textbooks this year. At the time, his only income was $450 in Social Security; recently he began a full-time job as a security guard. He still shares an apartment with his mother in Bedford-Stuyvesant where he does not pay rent.

For the moment, though, he is engrossed in the curriculum at hand.

Because of college credits previously earned, he is on track to graduate with a bachelor’s degree in 2009. He has applied to Pratt Institute, where he hopes to get an associate’s degree in building and construction.

I work at a shelter,” a student in the back of the class at Boricua was saying. “And I think what we do is help people move up the levels.”

The professor concurred. “A lot of nonprofits are dealing with getting people from this level,” she said, pointing to safety, “to this level,” she said, pointing to esteem.

“Let’s talk about esteem,” she continued. “How many of you know someone who dropped out of school because they didn’t do well?”

Everyone raised a hand, a response that provoked a follow-up question from a woman in the front row, one seat away from Mr. Santiago.

“What do you call a person who maybe things don’t come easy to, but goes to school anyway and wants to move up the levels?” she asked.

“Somebody who tries,” the professor said.

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Dorothy
Tanksley,
68, has
custody of her
grandsons,
Rahsuni
Simmons,
14, left and
Marvin
Simmons, 11.
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A Mother Again, a Generation Later

Dorothy Tanksley
By KARI HASKELL

Dorothy Tanksley, 68, has not slept in a bed since 2004 because of back problems. A maroon reclining chair in her living room, a gift from her daughter, serves as a bed. The lever provides the extra boost she needs to get up and into her wheelchair.

“I hurt most of the time, 24-7,” Ms. Tanksley said recently at her home in Bedford-Stuyvesant, Brooklyn. “I take all kinds of things,” she said, rattling off a pharmacy list: over-the-counter pain medications and prescriptions that include insulin for her diabetes and medication for high blood pressure, glaucoma and high cholesterol.

“I just bear with it,” she said, rubbing her arthritis-swollen hands.

One remedy for the pain is losing herself in a game of cards with her grandsons, Rahsuni Simmons, 14, and Marvin Simmons, 11. The boys are the children of her third son, David, who, she says, “is getting his life on track” after serving time in prison. Ms. Tanksley received full custody two years ago, having fostering them for several years after the Administration for Children’s Services took them away from their mother.

“I just love them,” she said.

For them, she conserves her energy to stand on her feet, though bent over and with a cane, cooking the Southern recipes she learned to prepare as a child. She knows her infirmities worry the boys, but she tries not to be a burden to them.

“I don’t want them to go through what I went through,” she said, referring to her difficult childhood in the South.

She lived with a great-grandmother, a blind grandmother and her younger brother and sister in a tiny, primitive house on a former plantation in McBean, Ga., which is little more than a crossroads near Augusta. While her brother and sister worked in the fields, she fetched water from a pump and collected wood for the stove, she said. She was not only her grandmother’s eyes,

but also her nurse — injecting her insulin shots twice a day for diabetes. “We did what we had to do,” she said.

From McBean, by way of Savannah, she arrived in New York at age 19, on the arm of Leroy Owens.

She had six children with Mr. Owens, who died in 1972, and worked as a home health aide until the car accident in 1994 that left her disabled. In 1997, she became a foster mother to her grandsons.

The two boys live with her and her daughter, April Owens, in a duplex apartment among a long row of drab, low-rise buildings. Her income does not allow for more than the basics. She receives $744 a month in Social Security, $196 per month in food stamps, and an additional $218 per month in public assistance for each child. Ms. Owens, 42, contributes to the $700 rent; $200 of which is subsidized.

Assistance from the Administration for Children’s Services and the WeCARE program at the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service has been a huge help, she said. The Bureau is one of the seven agencies supported by The New York Times Neediest Cases Fund.

Children’s Services provides Ms. Tanksley assistance in the home and tutoring for the boys. Marvin has learning delays and requires help with reading and homework, she said.

As the temperature dropped this fall, the Brooklyn Bureau was able to step in with $485.53 from the Neediest Cases Fund for shoes, pants, shirts and coats.

“I really appreciate it so much; I really do,” Ms. Tanksley said.

She says she knows that many older people look forward to life without the responsibility of children. But she would not have it any other way.

“I am here for them,” she said. “I pray that I get to see them get older.”

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Simone
Williams, 40,
found that the
right kind of
shoes got her
through a job
interview that
led to a good-
paying job.
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A Little Help Made a Big Difference—A Firmer Footing

Simone Williams


By ABBY AGUIRRE

Simone Williams did not want to wear the Frankenstein boots.

“For real, they are Frankenstein boots!” Ms. Williams says, referring to some of the shoe styles marketed to people with diabetic neuropathy, a condition that causes her feet to swell and ache.

She needed something to wear on job interviews, though — shoes that would ease the soreness so that she could project capability and could focus on her prospective employers rather than her throbbing toes.

At the time, in 2006, making a good impression had never felt more critical. Ms. Williams, now 40, was coming off almost two years of unemployment and six months of homelessness, brought on in part by a bout of depression. She had years of professional experience in social service, not to mention a master’s degree, but was worried about explaining the gap in her résumé.

Drawing on the Neediest Cases Fund, the Brooklyn Bureau’s Transitional Living Community in July of that year bought her a $54 pair of orthopedic shoes that neither clamped down on her swollen feet nor offended her personal aesthetic: black Mary Janes.

Ms. Williams credited the shoes and the confidence they inspired when, several months later, she was hired as a peer advocate at the Baltic Street Mental Health Board, in Brooklyn.

“These shoes have taken me back to work again,” she said




at the time.

But the job was a part-time, temporary position — one of many she would find with the continued support of the Bureau.

In May of this year, she was able to parlay all the part-time work into a full-time, salaried job: Ms. Williams is the program manager at Catholic Charities of the Archdiocese of New York’s Beacon of Hope House, a housing program in the Bronx for mentally ill men and women.

When, after three interviews, Catholic Charities offered her the position and informed her of the salary — an amount that meant she could move out of a shared apartment and into her own, and resume paying off her student loans — Ms. Williams said nothing into the phone.

“Simone, are you there?” the woman finally asked.

What Ms. Williams wanted to say next: “Hell, yes, I’ll take it!”

Instead, she feigned calmness: “Yes, that sounds quite fine.”

Ms. Williams now thinks about starting her own nonprofit organization, a transitional-living program for 18- to 24-year-olds.

She is also working on her collection of subtly orthopedic shoes. It includes Timberland walking shoes, black pumps with a low heel and another pair of black Mary Janes.

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Jose Corchado, 35,
of Brooklyn, who
has a learning
disability, works as
a courier and has
mastered drawing
in black gel pen.
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Helping to Send a Courier Down the Path to His Goals

Jose Corchado By ROJA HEYDARPOUR

Jose Corchado sat with serene ease in the offices of R.D.S. Delivery Service, surrounded by a makeshift exhibition of his art. He spoke slowly and softly as he described each detailed image—a sharp contrast to his boss, who spoke quickly about his employee’s talent.

“He’s a hidden treasure,” boomed the boss, Larry Zogby, the president of R.D.S., where Mr. Corchado has been a courier for nine years. “He just doesn’t have the skill set to knock on the right door and say, ‘Here.’ ”

Mr. Corchado, 35, has a learning disability, but he has mastered drawing in black gel pen.

He can rattle off a long list of comic-book characters and the actors who have played them.

“People say I’m slow,” he said, sounding not quite convinced. “I’m learning to get smarter.”

Mr. Corchado rejects a diagnosis from a school counselor years ago that he has an anxiety disorder, and the pride he takes in his artwork overshadows any disability. He has practiced his exact strokes since he was 12, and never uses color. He does not express much interest in creating characters of his own.

“My mom got me some toys when I was younger, and I was hooked ever since,” he said of the action figures. “There’s something inside of me.”

He attributes his gift to his father, who was also an artist but was absent for most of his son’s life. Mr. Corchado was raised by his mother in Bedford-Stuyvesant, Brooklyn, where they still live.

Previously, Mr. Corchado did odd jobs. He found his current job in 1999, through the Supported Employment program at the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service, one of the seven agencies supported by The New York Times Neediest Cases Fund.

Shy at first, he eventually warmed up to his co-workers, and soon became an entrenched member of the staff—he was even featured in a trade magazine for the industry.

Still, after years of delivering packages to the Upper West Side and the Bronx by train, Mr. Corchado wants to take the next step and work at the post office. That is one of a long list of goals. He would also like to study at the Joe Kubert School of Cartoon and Graphic Art in Dover, N.J. But to commute, and to become more independent in general, Mr. Corchado says that getting a driver’s license is a priority.

“It’s time to be a man, to be out there and get places myself,” he said.

Eric Porter, his job coach at the community service agency, used $150 from the Neediest Cases Fund to pay for driving lessons and the driving test, which Mr. Corchado could not have afforded otherwise.

Mr. Corchado’s careful nature comes through as much when he talks about driving as it does in the painstakingly meticulous lines of his drawings. While he works on getting his license—he currently has a permit—he has driven short distances around his neighborhood a few times. He says he hates aggressive drivers and would not drink a drop of alcohol before getting behind the wheel.

Mr. Corchado has no siblings. His collections of comic books and toys kept him company throughout his childhood, and they continue to do so.

Of all the characters he admires, Mr. Corchado says he identifies with the darkness of Batman the most, but he also thinks highly of the life-saving drive of Superman.

“I wish he was real,” Mr. Corchado said. “He would have saved everyone on 9/11.”

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Jerry Sails
and Consuela
Lewis, with their
11-month-old
twins, Kami, left
and Kamalia, at
their house in
Queens.
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Love in Alaska, and Tough Sledding in New York

Jerry Sails By ABBY AGUIRRE

Their eyes met over mashed potatoes.

Consuela Lewis was plating up fried-chicken dinners as a volunteer for an organization in Anchorage that serves free meals to children. Then she spotted Jerry Sails.

“I was like, ‘Who is this stud muffin?’ ” Ms. Lewis remembers.

When the cafeteria closed, Ms. Lewis, then 19, and Mr. Sails, then 29, hung around the recreation center and kept talking.

Mr. Sails had moved to Alaska from Georgia over two decades before when his father, an officer in the military, was relocated to a nearby base, Ms. Lewis learned. Ms. Lewis had moved from Brooklyn in 2003 to live for a while with her grandmother, Mr. Sails found out.

“Hope to see you around,” Mr. Sails said when they parted.

The following day, Ms. Lewis scanned the faces of strangers boarding the bus, hoping his might be among them. She did the same at McDonald’s, looking for him in the line of customers whose orders she took.

“He seemed like a kind person,” she says.

But months went by without a sighting. It was in November 2003, that she was sitting at a bus stop and noticed someone crossing the street in her direction.

“I seen this dude running toward me with his arms open and a big old Kool-Aid smile on from ear to ear,” she says. “I didn’t have my glasses on so I was like, ‘Who is that?’ ”

Then she realized it was Mr. Sails.

“Oh, my God, how you been?” she said.

“Just trying to keep warm,” he said.

They rode the bus together, made plans to meet the following day and soon began dating. Their first child, Je’Lani Lewis-Sails, was born in 2006.

In August 2007, Ms. Lewis was pregnant with twins when she got a call from a Brooklyn hospital that her mother, Sheridan Lewis, had been admitted with a severe flare-up of angioedema, a chronic condition that causes swelling in the airway.

“Your mother needs a caretaker,” the nurse said.

The following month, with next to no savings, Ms. Lewis and Mr. Sails managed to move to New York, where they slept on the floor of her mother’s living room in East Flatbush, Brooklyn until a vacancy opened up at a shelter.

Job prospects seemed unpromising, a strain soon compounded by the birth of their twins: a boy, Kami Lewis-Sails, and a girl, Kamalia Lewis-Sails.

After an emergency Caesarean, Ms. Lewis had to stay in the hospital nearly two weeks. One day, after she had trouble reaching Mr. Sails on the hospital phone, a social worker found her blinking back tears and referred her to the Bedford-Stuyvesant Family Center, a program run by the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service, one of seven agencies supported by The New York Times Neediest Cases Fund.

There it was determined that Ms. Lewis was experiencing postpartum depression. She started seeing a counselor weekly at the center.

The staff also helped her apply for benefits.

The family began receiving $463 a month in public assistance soon after, and, in October, moved into a house in Jamaica, Queens. All but $284 of the rent is paid for by the Department of Homeless Services. The Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service arranged for the family to acquire cast-off furniture and drew $94.98 from the Neediest Cases Fund for a safety gate and a playpen for the twins.

When the twins are not competing for real estate on his lap, Mr. Sails is looking for a job in every line of work in which he has experience: landscaping, snow-shoveling, janitorial labor, fast food and demolition.

When Ms. Lewis is not seeing to it that her mother gets her medication and minding her toddlers, she is often at the grocery store, maximizing the possibilities in $444 of food stamps. There will be no tree, but she plans to find a way to buy a cake for Christmas Day, the twins’ first birthday.

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Richard Black
has lost airline
jobs twice in
seven years
because of
economic
downturns.
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Loss of a Job Dashes a Working Man’s Simple Dreams

Richard Black
By ABBY AGUIRRE

On a Tuesday morning in late November, in the dark living room of a two-story brick home in East Flatbush, Brooklyn, an unwatched television momentarily blared out an advertisement for a news program. The news show’s topic that day, to be tackled by a panel of experts, was how the debt of Detroit’s big auto makers might affect Wall Street.

Seated at a dining table in an adjacent room, Richard Black, 31, was wondering aloud if he would ever find another job, after being laid off as a baggage handler at Kennedy Airport.

“What would be my ideal job?” he said, repeating a question he was asked. He paused a moment, seemingly stumped. “To tell you the truth, I never really think about that.”

Mr. Black does think about the time he found himself in a similar position, about seven years ago. He was getting dressed for work— then, too, he was handling luggage at Kennedy—when his cousin called him into the living room of his aunt’s house, where he still lives.

“The World Trade Center is on fire,” his cousin said.

Mr. Black gazed at the smoking towers on the TV, he said, then called his employer, T.W.A., to see if he should go to work. He was told not to. Soon afterward, he received a call from his

manager telling him to pick up what would be his last paycheck.

This time, what exactly cost him his job seems to him a bit indistinct, and far less spectacular. His employer, Superior Aircraft Services, lost its contract with JetBlue Airways in September. The new company hired some of Mr. Black’s co-workers, but Mr. Black was not offered a job.

Along with his $262 weekly take-home pay, Mr. Black lost a perk he had intended to take advantage of: a free standby ticket to anywhere JetBlue flies. While loading duffels, suitcases, skis and surfboards into an X-ray machine, Mr. Black — who has never traveled outside of Jamaica, where he grew up, and the New York area, where he moved at 19—had decided on Las Vegas.

“I wanted to see a place I’ve never seen before,” he said.

But that was the least of his problems. Instead of a seat on a westbound plane, Mr. Black is receiving $168 a week in unemployment. Fortunately, he said, his aunt does not require him to pay rent, so he is not facing eviction. But without work, his hope of moving to a place of his own is gone, and he worries that if a lung condition he suffers from were to flare up, he would not be able to pay his doctor bills.

Mr. Black turned to the Supported Employment program at Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service, an agency that has provided him with periodic assistance since 1998. The organization, one of seven supported by The New York Times Neediest Cases Fund, helped Mr. Black apply to have Medicaid coverage, which had inexplicably lapsed, restored. It also drew on the fund to supply him with $204 in clothes for wearing to job interviews: pants, a blazer, several dress shirts and dress shoes.

The bureau is now helping in Mr. Black’s search for work, an effort that over the past few months has not yielded many promising prospects. The dismal employment market feels curiously like that of 2001, Mr. Black says.

“There wasn’t another 9/11,” he said, “but it seems like there’s a lot of people that’s out of a job right now.”

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Luis Figueroa
returned to
Brooklyn after
years of self-
exile, during
which he was
treated for drug
and alcohol
addiction.
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Homecoming, and a Chance to Reconnect With Family

Luis Figueroa
By KAREEM FAHIM

It was time to leave Florida and go home, but Luis Figueroa found it hard to return to New York.

Brooklyn, where Mr. Figueroa grew up, still held unbearable memories. As a teenager in Bushwick, he had become addicted to cocaine, heroin and alcohol. His two brothers, also addicts, had both died of AIDS. Mr. Figueroa no longer spoke to his only son, and he had lost touch with his brothers’ children.

Besides, he liked Florida, the latest of several states he had settled in during a long period of exile from New York that started in 1984, a time he used to focus on staying clean. He had lived for years in Minneapolis, where he received treatment for his addictions. He found work that he loved, driving elderly passengers to doctors’ appointments or to the grocery store.

When he moved to Florida in 2004, there was plenty of work: as a deliveryman, first for a florist, then a fishmonger and finally, for a hospital. “I have a passion for driving,” he said.

His good fortune did not last. One day, while delivering a 500-pound bed to a nursing home, the bed fell on him. He suffered a compound fracture that required surgery and left him with permanent damage in his back. After the accident, he had trouble finding work. He received an injury settlement, but when it ran out, he could not pay his car lease, the rent, the telephone bill or the electricity bill. He certainly was unable to put any money in the bank.

So Mr. Figueroa, now 50, called his mother. “She said, ‘You need to come home,’ ” he recalled. “You need help,” she told him. “I’m going to help you.”

With that promise, he packed up his life in March 2008, and drove north on I-95 to New York, a trip that took two days. “Just me and God,” he said.

In an interview in his mother’s living room, in a housing development called Hope Gardens, Mr. Figueroa said that though his mother had eased the transition, his return had been hard. It was strange to live at home again. “This is my mother’s space,” he said.

On the living room walls, pictures told two stories: of Mr. Figueroa’s life before he left New York decades ago and of the things that happened while he was away. There was a picture of his brother Robert, wearing his National Guard uniform, and pictures of Robert’s children, who barely knew their father. There was a family photo, taken on Long Island. There was a picture of Mr. Figueroa’s son, also named Luis.

But recently, things have started to look up. Mr. Figueroa, seeking help to find work, was referred to WeCARE, a job-training program run by the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service, one of seven agencies supported by The New York Times Neediest Cases Fund. Through the Brooklyn Bureau, he was able to resolve a simple problem: his commercial drivers’ license from Florida was not valid in New York, and he was hard-pressed to pay to transfer the license. With help of a $95 grant from the Neediest Cases fund, he was able to transfer it, and in August, he found a job driving handicapped and mentally ill children in Brooklyn.

Mr. Figueroa, who attends regular Narcotics Anonymous meetings, said he was focused on regaining his family. Of his son, he said: “We’re trying to establish a relationship. It’s been hard.” He also said he was reaching out to his nieces and nephews. “I wanted to tell them why my brothers weren’t there for them,” he said.

He had been lost, he said, but had gotten lucky and was able to turn his life around. “We’re all human,” he said. “Some of our personal stories are more intense than others.”

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Martin Lotto,
45, found help
in a program
for people
with mental
illness. Now
he is legally
blind, but
finds his way
back there.
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From Deep Sorrows to a Clown’s Delight, and Back

Martin Lotto By CARA BUCKLEY

When things get too bleak inside Martin Lotto’s mind, he pulls out his greasepaint, paints his face and becomes his cheerful alter ego, a clown named Guess.

As Guess the Clown, Mr. Lotto, 45, visits hospitals, senior centers, beach front boardwalks and subway cars, blowing up long balloons and twisting them into animal shapes.

The grins that meet Mr. Lotto’s balloon animals, and his jokes, help blot out the thoughts that began stalking him 24 years ago. On Sept. 23, 1984, Mr. Lotto’s fraternal twin brother, Richard, was found dead of a gunshot wound inside the Lottos’ family home in Brooklyn. The mystery of how he died was never solved, and pushed Mr. Lotto into a black hole of depression that he has never fully escaped from.

Mr. Lotto grew up in Flushing Meadows, Queens, and in Bensonhurst, Brooklyn. He was born with poor eyesight; his optic nerve was damaged during birth, robbing his left eye of sight, destroying his peripheral vision and, later in his life, leaving him legally blind. Mr. Lotto finished part of high school and worked as a school bus driver, despite his eyes, and as a clerk in pet stores.

But after his brother’s death, Mr. Lotto began using street drugs to blunt his grief, with the ultimate goal, he said, of killing himself. But he survived, learning how to cope, fitfully, with suicidal thoughts and severe seizures that doctors said were brought on by stress. In 1994, his father died, and, Mr. Lotto said, his mother and older sister moved to Michigan, leaving him to fend for himself.

That year, Mr. Lotto learned of a new venture called MetroClub, a program in Downtown Brooklyn for people with mental illnesses. Its clubhouse, which is run by the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service, one of the seven agencies supported by The New York Times Neediest Cases Fund, provides a nurturing setting for psychiatric rehabilitation. It has proven to be Mr. Lotto’s salvation. He was one of MetroClub’s founding members, and became deeply involved with the daily rhythms of the clubhouse, planning monthly menus and recommending members to prospective employers.

“This is my home,” Mr. Lotto said one recent afternoon at

MetroClub. “This is my family.

Mr. Lotto also crochets blankets — a skill he learned from his mother — for homeless people. In May 2006, after five years of working toward it, he earned his high school equivalency degree. And, in February, Mr. Lotto was honored by a Brooklyn member of the City Council, Letitia James, for his work in a citywide sneaker drive; the rubber soles were to be used to fix basketball courts ruined in Hurricane Katrina.

“Even though I have disabilities, I don’t let them take over me,” said Mr. Lotto, who takes 13 medications daily for his depression, his seizures and, now, diabetes. “Even though I have struggles, and even though they try to take me down, I don’t let them.”

One day, also in February, Mr. Lotto got a call at MetroClub. A fire had ravaged the roof of the single-room occupancy building in Downtown Brooklyn where Mr. Lotto has lived for the past 14 years. Mr. Lotto’s room is on the top floor; some of his belongings were destroyed, and his clothes reeked of smoke. He applied for, and got, $100 from the Neediest Cases Fund to pay for his laundry bills and buy new underwear, along with two MetroCards.

Yet more trouble lay in wait. Mr. Lotto had begun seeing spots in his right eye, his good eye, and in October he underwent laser surgery to repair the culprit, a torn retina. It left Mr. Lotto all but sightless, unable to read or use a computer, and heartbroken. He started using a cane to walk but stopped after somebody threw a beer bottle at him.

“My outside world is like a cloud,” he said. It is not certain, he said, whether his vision will eventually improve, though he hopes so.

In the meantime, Mr. Lotto remains devoted to his community service, and to MetroClub, which he walks to three or four times a week, navigating the 12-block route from his home by memory. He also holds out the dream of one day working for the New York State Lottery.

It would be, Mr. Lotto said, an obvious and perfect fit.

“I always say, ‘Don’t play me, play the Lotto,’ ” he said, with a grin.

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At a cafeteria
in the Brooklyn
Bureau of
Community
Service,
workers with
disabilities get
valuable
training and
some pay.
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In Learning to Serve Others, Building a Skill Set to Serve Oneself

Cafeteria By KARI HASKELL

Shatara Nieves is awakened by her mother at 6:30 a.m. She takes her 1-year-old son to day care before arriving at the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service on Schermerhorn Street, where she takes part in a food-service training program for learning and developmentally disabled adults.

She washes her hands, puts on a hairnet and ties on a plastic apron before getting to work.

“When I first started I was nervous,” said Ms. Nieves, 22. “I didn’t know what to do.”

Now, after about six months of training, she feels at ease in the long, narrow kitchen. She can scramble and fry eggs and make toast, and knows how to properly present a meal on a plate before giving it to the customer. “Now I feel great,” she said.

Ms. Nieves is one of nine employees of a cafeteria that is operated by clients for clients. Their instructor, Herma Markland, who has managed the cafeteria for eight years, teaches them the importance of punctuality and to work together: collaboration is important in a kitchen. They also clean the grills and the refrigerated cases, and wash all the dishes.

On average, the cafeteria workers prepare 100 to 150 hot

meals each weekday, earning earn $3 to $4 an hour. Ms. Nieves dreams of working at McDonald’s. At a fast-food restaurant, she could earn minimum wage, $7.15 an hour.

But the cafeteria is not just a training ground for aspiring foodservice workers; it is also part of the agency’s goal of improving the lives of its clients, most of whom have a psychiatric or developmental disability. A hot, nutritious meal at the bureau’s first-floor cafeteria plays a crucial role in keeping people healthy and stretching scant incomes a little further.

Those in the Day Habilitation program, which offers vocational training and skills required for independent living, and those in Project Moving On, which offers counseling and support, receive vouchers for the meals, but those in workshops and a skills training program pay $1.75 per meal.

A comparable lunch — consisting of a hot entree, a piece of fruit and a beverage — would cost three times as much outside the bureau, said Daniel Giuseffi, coordinator of skills training.

The menu varies; on a recent Wednesday, the staff was preparing baked chicken wings and macaroni and cheese. “We have a focus on wellness,” Mr. Giuseffi said. The cafeteria follows state and federal nutritional guidelines. “We are getting more and more away from fried foods,” he added.

Sensitive to the clients’ limited means, Mr. Giuseffi strives to keep the cafeteria prices low. But this past year, with the rise in food costs, the $7,000 monthly budget was falling short. The cafeteria is not subsidized by the government and does not make a profit. It seemed Mr. Giuseffi’s only choice was to raise the prices for the meals.

Then the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service came up with a solution: The Bureau, one of the seven agencies supported by The New York Times Neediest Cases Fund, decided to draw $350 a month from the fund to cover the increase in costs.

Michael Montgomery, who has been a client in Project Moving On for the past four years, is thankful that prices remained unchanged. “My money is tight,” he said. “It really helps.”

Even a small increase might mean that some patrons would choose not to eat, Mr. Giuseffi said. “Nutrition is an important part of education. By providing an affordable meal, it really gets their day started right.”

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Karen McBroom,
46, who has
bipolar disorder,
has struggled with
her condition for
decades. The mother
of four boys, she
had hoped that her
sons would be free
of mental illness.
But in early May
2008, her youngest,
Terance, killed
himself at age 19.
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Coping With Bipolar Disorder, and the Death of a Son

Karen McBroom
By NIKO KOPPEL

With a warm smile, Karen McBroom, 46, greets shoppers entering the Virgin Megastore in Times Square. “Hi, welcome, how are you today?” she repeats hundreds of times over her four-hour shift.

Some smile back; others ask about a CD or a book. Most just pass by. “I have to keep a smile on my face even though sometimes I don’t feel like smiling; it’s hard, but I just do it,” she said.

Ms. McBroom began working as the store’s greeter six months ago as part of a transitional employment program through the East New York Clubhouse, which has helped her cope with bipolar disorder. The clubhouse is operated by the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service, one of the seven agencies supported by The New York Times Neediest Cases Fund.

Three times a week she makes the 90-minute commute by bus and train to the teeming crowds of Times Square from part of East New York’s public housing sprawl.

Framed faces of her four children, all sons, hang on the walls of her two-bedroom apartment in the Linden Houses. “When I’m by myself, I get depressed,” Ms. McBroom said.

The room at the end of the hall was Terance’s, her youngest. On one of its walls is a studio portrait of him as a baby, alongside a collection of images of him throughout his life. It was made into a collage after he killed himself on May 3, 2008, weeks before his 20th birthday.

“The mistakes I made in my life I’m not proud of, but I look at his picture and I know I did the best that I could,” she said.

Ms. McBroom, a native of Brooklyn, described her mother as being mentally ill. Her father, she said, wrestled with drug addiction. As a child, she was bounced between relatives and eventually landed in a group home.

At 15, she had her first child, Kelly. Two years later, not long after the birth of her second, Anthony, she suffered a breakdown and was hospitalized for being suicidal. Over the years she was in and out of hospitals, sometimes on drugs and homeless. Kelly,

Anthony and her third child, Keith, were all placed in foster care.

In 2005, Ms. McBroom moved to her current apartment. It was then that Terance, who had always been shy and quiet, began to show signs of mental illness. She had an especially close bond with Terance. Ms. Mc- Broom urged him to join her at the clubhouse, which she was attending weekly and where she found help for her mental illness.

On the weekend before Mother’s Day, Ms. McBroom said Terance took her shopping and filled the freezer with food. She recalled cooking fried shrimp and French fries, his favorite meal.

She awoke to the sound of sirens. While she was sleeping, Terance had jumped from the eight-story housing project building. When she came outside, his body was still on the sidewalk.

“I don’t know how in the world he did that,” said Ms. McBroom, looking away. “I loved that boy; he was my baby.”

Ms. McBroom received support from the members and staff of the clubhouse and from the Bethlehem Baptist Church, where she sings in the choir. “I thought I was going to end up in the hospital after Terance died,” Ms. McBroom said. “I kept saying, ‘I got to get through this, I got to get through this.’ ”

In late July, Ms. McBroom began her current position. As part of the support for the job program, participants are given a small amount of money for emergency carfare, in case they are running late. She also was given money toward a uniform at her previous job at McDonald’s: $70 in all from the Neediest Cases Fund.

The Virgin Megastore in Times Square is scheduled to close in April, but as part of the program, she is eligible to apply for another job after her current one ends. Ms. McBroom said, “You know, people say ‘You’re the best greeter here.’ And I can’t believe that, but that’s what they say.”

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Jabrilla English at
home in Canarsie,
Brooklyn, with
her son, Elijah, 5.
When Elijah was
born, Ms. English
was homeless.
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Taking Responsibility for Herself and Her Son

Jabrilla English
By TRYMAINE LEE

Jabrilla English was 24 years old and nine months pregnant when she found herself living in a homeless shelter in the Bronx.

Her sleepless nights there were haunted by the collective grumble of her sheltermates—restless and downtrodden, so many women and families— who took over slivers of the shelter’s vast open space as their own.

“It was a nightmare,” said Ms. English, 29, who had been living with the mother of her half-brother until she became pregnant and was given an ultimatum: have an abortion or leave. She said abortion was not an option.

To stay sane in the shelter, she kept her days filled with parenting workshops and classes, and her head filled with thoughts of better days.

She grew up in East Flatbush, Brooklyn, with her father’s mother. She was a good student, and she traveled with her grandmother: to Italy, Panama and all over the Caribbean.

But there was a sense of something missing. Jabrilla was 2 months old when her mother left her father and moved back to Trinidad. She never saw her again, and has spoken to her on the phone just once, or maybe twice, she says. The absence would haunt her.

Ms. English graduated from high school and went to Marymount Manhattan College, planning to major in psychology. After a year, she decided to take time off to work, promising herself she would resume in a semester or two. She never returned.

Sitting in her apartment in a public housing development in Canarsie, Brooklyn, Ms. English recalled her six months in the shelter. “It was depressing. I was just like, ‘I can’t believe I’m here.”

Two weeks after she moved into the shelter, her son, Elijah, was born. He is now a bright 5-year-old who is excelling in kindergarten.

“I didn’t think I would go through anything like that,” Ms. English said. “But I’m kind of glad I did, though. It really made me appreciate everything.”

With the help of a Section 8 voucher, she and Elijah were able to move out of the shelter and into a two-bedroom apartment

in Bedford-Stuyvesant, Brooklyn. It was the end of one set of challenges, but the start of another.

Soon after Elijah’s birth, Ms. English started having heart palpitations and body tremors. She was jittery. She would wake up exhausted, then have short-lived bursts of energy. After she left the shelter, her symptoms got worse. Doctors thought the problem was psychological and prescribed anti-anxiety drugs.

A year went by. The symptoms persisted. Then an endocrinologist diagnosed a thyroid disorder.

Encouraged by knowing what was wrong, she resolved to go back to school, enrolling in classes at La Guardia Community College in 2005. Then her thyroid condition got worse, and she dropped out again. Her weight fell from about 125 pounds to less than 100.

All the while, she worked various jobs and went on and off welfare.

On a recent evening at her apartment, Ms. English sat on the floor going through a handful of financial documents. The living room was bare except for a folding chair, a little compact disc player and an artificial Christmas tree in the corner.

After losing a teacher’s assistant job — the day care center where she had worked shut down — she entered WeCARE, a job-training program run by the Brooklyn Bureau of Community Service, one of the seven agencies supported by The New York Times Neediest Cases Fund.

Through WeCare, she enrolled in a home health aide training program. After completing the program, she was hired as an aide, working part time and earning about $140 a week.

On Nov. 29, she achieved her goal of getting off welfare. Her rent is $1,350 a month; her Section 8 voucher covers all but $150.

Ms. English recently received about $500 from the Neediest Cases Fund to buy furniture: a bed for Elijah so they no longer would have to share her futon, and a dining table and chairs so they can eat together.

“I’m not going to play victim and say that this or that is the reason why I am in the position I am in. You have to take responsibility,” Ms. English said. “There were some things that I could not control. But I’m a mother, I have a son, and I’m no good to him if I’m not together mentally.”